Spring! Is In The Air....

Heyy my peeps!!!!
Did you all have a good weekend/Easter? I did.
First, I went to one of my best-est friend Connor's birthday party. It was a hollywood theme and I wore my spring carnival dress from sixth grade. To be honest, it just needed to finally get out of my closet and Saturday was the perfect opportunity. So, I pulled it out, shook off the dust, slipped it on, and "just danced". Haha, I made a joke. Wow, I'm so not funny. Now, it was an awesome-tastic party, no doubt. But we're talking about ME, who, in reality, is an antisocial psycho that refuses to be open and talk to new people. So I spent the whole night with my friend Ally, making fun of any (I'm going to use Daniel's word here) "Hollicrombie zombies" that came by. It was soooooooooo much fun. :] Connor is the best.
BTW, all of the people at Connor's party were people that I had known in first and second grade. Maybe about two people recognized me. Even after about seeing me once at Connor's house every year for the past five years. Kinda sad, huh? Actually, not really. I mean it's been years rigt? Except my old best friend didn't even notice. She noticed me last year.
Well, I'll stop being emotional. :]
Later on, Connor and I hung out in his basement and watched Rent, which (being a total nerd) I really liked. Confession time; I also sang along. Then the next day was Easter and My family and Connor's family totally had an egg hunt in their house and got a ton of candy. Yeah, I'm thirteen. Got a problem?

So all-in-all, it was a pretty good weekend.

Love Forevers And Evers,
Allison Aurora <3

this world can be soooooo cruel

everything got deleted from my computer. EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE EVER DONE.
i hate this.
:*[

heyy

I'm Back!!!! (But am I stable?)

Heyy everybody (or should I say Lola, since ur the only one who reads my blog)!!!! I know it's been a while, things have been tough. I moved and split up with my boyfriend. Ouch, it's hurts to think about moving (and other things). Does anybody know the song On The Line by Demi Lovato? (Don't ask why.)
I really don't think I'm mentally stable anymore. If you have seen me lately, you would agree. Let's not go through that again, so,
HI. How has life been?
I wonder if anyone even reads this or listens to me at all.

Happy Hollidays!!!! Or Are They????

It's finally time! Time for snow, christmas trees, caroling, skating, menorahs (for the people who celebrate hannukah), and kinaras (for the people who celebrate kwanzaa). Now, as exciting as the holidays are, they can also be a very stressful time for everyone. Whether, it's buying presents, dealing with the cold, putting up with family (the in-laws can be a real pain ;]), or just anything difficult or frustrating in general. But the question on everyone's lips at this time of year is, "These are the holidays, shouldn't they happy and joyful? A time for giving and being with family and friends? If so, why are they so darn difficult." Well, the answer to that question is that people try too hard. Holidays are supposed to be a break, a time for those who just need something, not something big, not presents or money, but something wonderful. It could be anything from just having the day off work and spending it with family and/or friends, to just seeing everyone a little bit merrier and smiling at you when you walk by. I'm not trying to get all mushy here, I'm just trying to make a point. Do you ever walk down the street and see someone frowning, looking angry and maybe a little worried? It makes you think, "What are they thinking about, right now, that's making them so unhappy?" That then makes you think about all the things that could go wrong in life at this time of year. In short, all I'm trying to say is that when people see unhappy people, they become unhappy. So the next time you see a person looking upset or worried on the street, don't do anything, don't think, just smile and spread some joy. Remember as long as you have a little hope, a little happiness, and someone you love to help along the way, you'll be okay. Life is about the little things, which only, truly matter.

I'm sorry, this article is much longer than I meant to be. I guess I just got a little carried away! :)

So before I leave it for the night,

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!

Love Always,

Your Friend,

Allison Aurora

I Hate Good-Byes

Today is a Friday and it's snowing like crazy. School was cancelled. It was cancelled last Friday too, the day I will never forget that changed my life forever. I never even got to say goodbye to my friends before I left. Which is why I am chosing to do it right now:

Dear Friends,

I have never met anyone in my whole life that made me as happy as you did. You brought out the fighter (Lizzy, Lynn, and Jessa), the little girl (Lexi & Dominique), the bad girl (Jersey & Honey lol), the silly, giggly girl (LOLA & DANIE), the chocolate-throwing-and-doing-snow-angels-in-wet-grass girl (Mickey & Brittany), the loud, yelling-I'm-a-ninja-in-public girl (Emma and Ashlyn), the smiling, I-just-learned-how-to-cook-pie-and-pretzels girl (Allana ;]), in me. There are sooooooooooooo many others who have helped me find my way and shown me the light, I don't even know what to say. But there is one other person in particular that I would not only like to mention, but NEED to mention.

Josh, you were the one who brought out the completely-and-helplessly-in-love girl in me.

I . LOVE . YOU . <3

1/10/07 - Forever And For Always

I dont like good-byes, so, See You Later My Friends!!!!

Love Always,

Allison Aurora